"...Don't wish it away. Don't look at it like it's forever. Between you and me I could honestly say That things can only get better. And while I'm away, Dust out the demons inside, And it won't be long Before you and me run To the place in our hearts Where we hide..."
I miss last weekend. For the first time since I moved down here in september, I had my first visitor from home :) My baby, L came over to visit! Such a good weekend, got to properly relax since arriving and could set uni life aside for a short while... I hated seeing him go though...I want him back here so badly, but I can't afford to fall behind in studies... So yes, it is his face that I miss. Maybe. :)
Sadly quite proud of myself though just because I managed to hand in my first essay a day early lol. It was such an interesting topic though. Our tutor let us pick our own topic, so I chose "Sexual Differentiation In Developing Humans" this is an embryonic stage mind. It is fascinating stuff! I didnt know before that the embryo starts off the same sexually regardless whether its a male of female (obviously starts the same but I mean the sex organs develop yet they are still the same)! It is only in the 7th week or there about that it starts changing accordingly and sex can possibly determined at around 11 weeks... But even then it can be wrong. The child could genetically be male but have female genitalia! Wierd, but really interesting... Now I just have to make a start on my next one... Its about techniques aiding in conception, not sure whether to write about humans or about cattle say. Hmm...
Ooooh and excitement! I have a job for just before Christmas. Nasty hours (10.30 pm to 2.30am) but decent pay and you get paid weekly. I'm a keyer for Royal Mail so basicly typing in the postcode of letters into a computer program. Should be fun. Not. It's a job and I really need the money. Having proper problems financially... I have about £190 left before my next student finance instalment comes though...in january Majorly screwed. And I can't ask my parents for help as they are screwed themselves. Dad is still unemployed (for past 6 months) and mum is barely scraping them through... At least I don't have to think about purchasing any more train/bus tickets home. Have sorted them all out now. Am coming home for Christmas for like two weeks and would be my first time home. I say would be, because managed to talk with my dad and I've organised a surprise trip home in November for my brothers birthday. Mum and bro know nothing of it, so should be interesting to see thier reactions! Tbh, my bro prob wouldn't care but he would when he learns that I have a present for him!
Aaaaanyway I shall end my rantings here for now and will let you get back to your much more interesting lives. I'm a bore I know :) I pride myself on it lol
Take care peeps! Hope y'all are well :)
xxLMxx
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