The shared address book!

So.... Yeah, it has been a while and truthfully, I feel some kind of guilt about not writing on here that often anymore. Yes, I have been snowed under with work, yes I am in a much happier place, yes I still need to word vomit, so guess that leaves a little lazy?

So many things have changed in a good way, and it makes such an amazing change :D Well for one, the conundrum that took place last year is solved sorted and (insert own word beginning with s here). Yes it was touch and go for weeks, but S, D and I have sorted it all out and I happily got back together with D. And I do not regret this choice at all. Sickened yet? Throwing up in a bucket from the sickly cuteness? I don't blame you... I know it sounds so very cliche to say that you have never felt happier with someone, but I don't. And that's I'll-swear-on-your-mother honesty. In part, it scares me a little, but the bigger part cannot wait to see what will happen next, be it another holiday, another regular night in, a major step in our life together or the slightly dreaded though anticipated shared address book. Who knows! But the suspense is killing me ;) Yet I am happy to be patient as I have all the time in the world to find out...


Things are looking up

xxLMxx

Confessions part ....its been so long I don't know the number....

1) I haven't been on here for so long because am being a lazy writer

2) I am genuinely happy about my personal life

3) Family life is going down the *insert crass word here* but probably more on that at a later blog post

4) I am terrified about graduating and entering the real world

5) I am not sure why I said I would start up my own Brownies and Cub group whilst at uni, it is so very tiring

6) Daily headaches are a very depressing thing, the number of times I have had dark thoughts creep up because of them. 

7) But thank my lucky stars that I have D (see prev post) to help me clear the fog

8) I hate the fact that I have tried nearly all the medication they can give me to try to treat them, yet they still do not work

9) I am so excited about potentially starting a child's nursing degree course in 2013/14

10) I am starting my medical secretarial diploma partly because I want to get ahead of other graduates, partly to keep myself busy(-er)  and partly for attention seeking reasons

11) I am sick and tired of getting no respect from other members of the shooting club (committee members as well) 

12) I am feeling a lot better about the prospects of life to come 

13) Yet the fear of rejection still haunts me

14) Past events still haunt my present and my future and I just don't know what to do anymore....

xxLMxx