"It's enough! I've done all I can think of. Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same"
1. I am highly stressed at the mo, what with deadlines n tests
2. Im really scared I will fail this year
3. Failing this year, means failing my family
4. I'm scared of that rejecion
5. I'm scared of being rejected by my boyfriend and friend
5a. I think I really love him.....
6. I don't think I care about whether L is still alive (stomach issues mentioned in previous posts)
7. I think I have a slight eating disorder
8. I think an eating disorder may help me lose weight and get me thinner
9. I'm devestated that I didn't get onto the athletics comittee (as only girl that applied I'm sorry I let the side down)
10. I knew I wasn't going to get it as soon as I walked into the AGM meeting
11.I don't think I'm good enough
12. I wonder why people stick with me (unless it's to see the car crash)
13. I feeel like a spectator in everything I am involved in
14. I'm sick and tired of getting like this
15. I'm in a bit of a rut at the mo
16. I don't even know why I write on here anymore
This is my therapy
xxLMxx
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